Every day is interesting. I learn more and more. Today, I met up with the "master" who appeared a couple months ago. He had said I would learn much quicker under a "master". He does know a lot of energy work and teaches reiki. One of the advanced energy healing he does is Master Sha. I know Master Sha is very powerful. However, I do not resonate with the energy and actually do not feel better. There is an ego attached to it that always turns me off. This "master" realigned me today after I asked if he sent energy yesterday which he did. I mentioned that I have multiple energy teachers and I'm having to discern who is who. He said that was good. After he realigned me in person, my ankle started hurting, so he had me do other energy work and it was better. However, I walked this evening again and although nothing hurt, I did not feel as aligned and strong as I did last evening.
I asked my mom the other day why she doesn't like "show offs". She said I just don't like show offs. Hmmm...I'm going to try to help her remove that as it came from somewhere.
I will not re-sign for Michael Mohoric's Qigong healing this month (starts tomorrow) and see if I can work with my cats and mom. I've worked with my mom over the years, but not at a deeper level. Both cats have noticeable changes as well as my mom and myself. I'm extremely grateful to him as he helped the household get healed which helped me focus more on me.
I'm leaning toward learning about my past lives. When would be a good time and how do you do it? I'm in no rush.
Ready for the next saga of Karen and her mom's bday? :)
Going to church this morning was interesting as I felt like an observer. A couple "new guests" introduced themselves and talked about Unity among religions and that's why they were there. I was happy to hear this awareness being shared with the congregation.
My brother (via the medium) had asked me to get my mom a single flower (yellow) from him. My mom loves yellow. I told her that the yellow rose was from Michael, my brother. She said, "you believe the medium?". I said Yes, I do. My brother had also asked me to bring a toy for his new granddaughter and a gift for his daughter in law. He wanted us to give Ryan(his son) support as he said he needed it even if he sounded fine. I had our gifts for the baby. However, what my brother asked us to bring, were perfect! All I could find in the short time for a newborn was a mariachi rattle. I laughed and got it anyway. I didn't say it was from Michael as I didn't want to freak them out as I do say some crazy things now and then. However, today after receiving "energy" I asked my brother if the rattle was what he wanted to give them. He said I made sure you saw it. I asked "so you want me to tell them it's from you?" He did. So I texted them to let them know. I took a short walk this evening and noticed that my alignment was better. My legs felt stronger. Then I remembered I was connecting to my brother which I hadn't really done before. Did you align me?
I shared some of what the medium had said yesterday to my mom today. Not the resentment part as I believe it will resolve itself. Listening to what Claudia (medium) was sharing yesterday, that was my brother, along with my mom's mom and others. My question is, how can she tap into my brother in this life's form, like he is still here, just without form? What she conveyed to me was like he was watching over all of us and letting me know how to help, support various family members. I talk to my Dad, but not these others in the way she did.
I did the Heart opening recording yesterday and it was perfect as I still hold layers of protection. I did this I am Seen recording tonight and checked out a couple times and noticed how my head was no longer trying to get involved. Daily, I notice so many areas where I easily and compassionately stand up for myself now. In this meditation today, I was able to easily say to my ex before we were married, that I am sorry, but I can't go forward with this. I tried before we were married and I couldn't do it. I reclaimed my power. Every relationship (now) has improved as I can stay in my authentic, strong, compassionate self and can help improve the situation at a deeper level, not just the surface issue. I have so much appreciation for what you can do and have done for so many. Thank you Jonathan and Shera. My life has changed. I'm taking my mom and aunt to church in the morning. I will see how that may have changed as well. God Bless you both. Love and light to you both. It's my mom's 91st birthday on Sunday, June 7th. She won't listen to the meditation. How can I help her clear her wounds and open her heart?
You both have developed this program, website, recording, journal prompts and transcript so well. I never thought to use this space and wondered how you keep track of all of the emails. This is definitely much easier, although I don't know where I can retrieve my intentions.
Last night after I listened to the recording, I was sad. I felt a loss at my core. I thank you for the support as I slept well and felt resolution in the morning. I felt the oppression was really the church rather than my mom. Even when I wanted a divorce from my ex, I had gone to my mom after a year and a half of internal thought and marriage counseling and she was more concerned about what the church people would say. Nobody in our family had ever gotten a divorce and there must be something I could do better to make it ok. She blamed me which I never thought she would. She had so much weight on her after my dad passed and she was only 44. She was naive and fearful in many ways. She talked to my brother who is 3 years older than me and he said whatever makes Karen happy we will support her. My mom called me the next day and told me that they would support whatever I decided. That was the response I had expected.
Interesting that I took my mom and aunt this morning to get blood tests and I feel like I am helping them become stronger and sovereign. My mom especially as we have talked about many things over the years. I traded sessions with a medium this afternoon which I have never done before. Many family members were waiting to talk to me. My brother especially. He had very interesting information and per the medium "had an issue of resentment toward my mom about not being a showoff". My brother was an exceptional athlete and basketball coach. He had about 1800 people at his Celebration of Life commending him for helping people and their families in various ways. He was humble, yet humorous. I have heard numerous stories over the years after his passing which my mom and I were not aware of when he was alive. He was so humble and did not share unless we asked him. He and I talked, but we had very different lives. Mom and I did go to an award ceremony where he was a Model Coach of the Year for the state of CA for Girls Basketball. That was a big deal and very inspirational hearing all the coaches stories and their impact on so many kids. He was so happy we were all there to recognize him. I have so much more to this story, but it's late and we will be heading to see my brother's new granddaughter tomorrow (which he asked me to bring specific items). I'll continue my story tomorrow. Thank you.
Prior to today's session, I felt like I was to listen to the recording rather than live. I did both. The live session felt like a light clearing which I needed. In listening to the recording, I went deeper and heard things I did not hear before. Both times I teared up when releasing contracts with the Buddhist church. There is such a connection which has been engrained in me since childhood with so many fun and great memories. It is my foundation. It holds my childhood friend who was my best friend and like my sister. We read each others mind and completed each others sentences. However, I was told I would be speaking the word of God. I chuckled under my breath and over time I see it happening. God is love. Love is healing. We are God, sovereign and free. Thank you.
Every day is interesting. I learn more and more. Today, I met up with the "master" who appeared a couple months ago. He had said I would learn much quicker under a "master". He does know a lot of energy work and teaches reiki. One of the advanced energy healing he does is Master Sha. I know Master Sha is very powerful. However, I do not resonate with the energy and actually do not feel better. There is an ego attached to it that always turns me off. This "master" realigned me today after I asked if he sent energy yesterday which he did. I mentioned that I have multiple energy teachers and I'm having to discern who is who. He said that was good. After he realigned me in person, my ankle started hurting, so he had me do other energy work and it was better. However, I walked this evening again and although nothing hurt, I did not feel as aligned and strong as I did last evening.
I asked my mom the other day why she doesn't like "show offs". She said I just don't like show offs. Hmmm...I'm going to try to help her remove that as it came from somewhere.
I will not re-sign for Michael Mohoric's Qigong healing this month (starts tomorrow) and see if I can work with my cats and mom. I've worked with my mom over the years, but not at a deeper level. Both cats have noticeable changes as well as my mom and myself. I'm extremely grateful to him as he helped the household get healed which helped me focus more on me.
I'm leaning toward learning about my past lives. When would be a good time and how do you do it? I'm in no rush.
Thank you and God Bless !
Ready for the next saga of Karen and her mom's bday? :)
Going to church this morning was interesting as I felt like an observer. A couple "new guests" introduced themselves and talked about Unity among religions and that's why they were there. I was happy to hear this awareness being shared with the congregation.
My brother (via the medium) had asked me to get my mom a single flower (yellow) from him. My mom loves yellow. I told her that the yellow rose was from Michael, my brother. She said, "you believe the medium?". I said Yes, I do. My brother had also asked me to bring a toy for his new granddaughter and a gift for his daughter in law. He wanted us to give Ryan(his son) support as he said he needed it even if he sounded fine. I had our gifts for the baby. However, what my brother asked us to bring, were perfect! All I could find in the short time for a newborn was a mariachi rattle. I laughed and got it anyway. I didn't say it was from Michael as I didn't want to freak them out as I do say some crazy things now and then. However, today after receiving "energy" I asked my brother if the rattle was what he wanted to give them. He said I made sure you saw it. I asked "so you want me to tell them it's from you?" He did. So I texted them to let them know. I took a short walk this evening and noticed that my alignment was better. My legs felt stronger. Then I remembered I was connecting to my brother which I hadn't really done before. Did you align me?
I shared some of what the medium had said yesterday to my mom today. Not the resentment part as I believe it will resolve itself. Listening to what Claudia (medium) was sharing yesterday, that was my brother, along with my mom's mom and others. My question is, how can she tap into my brother in this life's form, like he is still here, just without form? What she conveyed to me was like he was watching over all of us and letting me know how to help, support various family members. I talk to my Dad, but not these others in the way she did.
I did the Heart opening recording yesterday and it was perfect as I still hold layers of protection. I did this I am Seen recording tonight and checked out a couple times and noticed how my head was no longer trying to get involved. Daily, I notice so many areas where I easily and compassionately stand up for myself now. In this meditation today, I was able to easily say to my ex before we were married, that I am sorry, but I can't go forward with this. I tried before we were married and I couldn't do it. I reclaimed my power. Every relationship (now) has improved as I can stay in my authentic, strong, compassionate self and can help improve the situation at a deeper level, not just the surface issue. I have so much appreciation for what you can do and have done for so many. Thank you Jonathan and Shera. My life has changed. I'm taking my mom and aunt to church in the morning. I will see how that may have changed as well. God Bless you both. Love and light to you both. It's my mom's 91st birthday on Sunday, June 7th. She won't listen to the meditation. How can I help her clear her wounds and open her heart?
You both have developed this program, website, recording, journal prompts and transcript so well. I never thought to use this space and wondered how you keep track of all of the emails. This is definitely much easier, although I don't know where I can retrieve my intentions.
Last night after I listened to the recording, I was sad. I felt a loss at my core. I thank you for the support as I slept well and felt resolution in the morning. I felt the oppression was really the church rather than my mom. Even when I wanted a divorce from my ex, I had gone to my mom after a year and a half of internal thought and marriage counseling and she was more concerned about what the church people would say. Nobody in our family had ever gotten a divorce and there must be something I could do better to make it ok. She blamed me which I never thought she would. She had so much weight on her after my dad passed and she was only 44. She was naive and fearful in many ways. She talked to my brother who is 3 years older than me and he said whatever makes Karen happy we will support her. My mom called me the next day and told me that they would support whatever I decided. That was the response I had expected.
Interesting that I took my mom and aunt this morning to get blood tests and I feel like I am helping them become stronger and sovereign. My mom especially as we have talked about many things over the years. I traded sessions with a medium this afternoon which I have never done before. Many family members were waiting to talk to me. My brother especially. He had very interesting information and per the medium "had an issue of resentment toward my mom about not being a showoff". My brother was an exceptional athlete and basketball coach. He had about 1800 people at his Celebration of Life commending him for helping people and their families in various ways. He was humble, yet humorous. I have heard numerous stories over the years after his passing which my mom and I were not aware of when he was alive. He was so humble and did not share unless we asked him. He and I talked, but we had very different lives. Mom and I did go to an award ceremony where he was a Model Coach of the Year for the state of CA for Girls Basketball. That was a big deal and very inspirational hearing all the coaches stories and their impact on so many kids. He was so happy we were all there to recognize him. I have so much more to this story, but it's late and we will be heading to see my brother's new granddaughter tomorrow (which he asked me to bring specific items). I'll continue my story tomorrow. Thank you.
Prior to today's session, I felt like I was to listen to the recording rather than live. I did both. The live session felt like a light clearing which I needed. In listening to the recording, I went deeper and heard things I did not hear before. Both times I teared up when releasing contracts with the Buddhist church. There is such a connection which has been engrained in me since childhood with so many fun and great memories. It is my foundation. It holds my childhood friend who was my best friend and like my sister. We read each others mind and completed each others sentences. However, I was told I would be speaking the word of God. I chuckled under my breath and over time I see it happening. God is love. Love is healing. We are God, sovereign and free. Thank you.